decisions & choices

Sometimes along in life we meet up few life choices dat determines our future perspective n such. Sumtimes its not for us.
N wat is our role in it if its a choice for others? We can juz suggest. Nothing more n nothing else.
Eventho its a rational decision n our suggestion is quite frankly da most suitable answer, it is still will not be da other person decision to take it.
And how do we know dat?? Its all on da first initial answer. Juz a simple reaction n suggestive retaliation will spill da beans on wat da other person relly think of it.
So, wat we can do about it? Suck it in, take a sit wayyyyyyy back. Look at da whole picture n juz pray for da best.
Y do dat? Coz don be a generalismo@dictator. Let da person live da way they want it. We already did our part.

f**k this

as i expected from my goddammit team lead.
he's been on mc for the pass 3 days, n today as expected, he's WFH.
and suddenly without verbal or black n white confirmation from me, he sent out the team attendance list, saying that i am on B shift.
so, i replied him saying that im on normal shift.

then, he who has no balls, called my colleague, the interim autho team lead for Henkel Support, to persuade me to work B shift for today n tomorrow.
F**K man... its Raya... this is totally stupid idea.
its a religious holiday, not some national day or what. is a RELIGIOUS day, u dont go poking people on this day..

what a dumbfuck.

dammit...

rakyat diutamakan my ass..
go read dis.. fxxk it...
http://paultan.org/2009/10/28/national-automotive-policy-2009-review-results/

1. juz u being financially stabled or free after a 9year car loan, you gotta buy a new car to avoid stupid things to get yearly premium once ur car over 15years
2. after 2011, dont expect to get ez deals on spare parts. they wont be coming in. thanks alot gov.. i relly love u now..

yup, dats da way to win the rakyat...

don fxxk wif me man

dont ever fxxk wif me man. tryin to be cool n cursing me..ur not my bro n im not cool wif it.

wif dat, dat guy either stunned or cried himself... go figure, fagg..

yup... as i suspected

yeah.... i knew this gonna happen.. while me n me colelagues happily having raya, our 1 week holiday were cancelled off and each of us only allowed to have half day holidays for the rest of the week.

and then, there were issues of lacking manpower, and alllllllllllll of the team members have to be recruited and work on 1 sole client.. to serve and die for the client...

guess what? this week is deepavali festive holidays for some ppl... and for some ppl (2 of them) who last time said "WHY YOU GUYS HAVE 1 WEEK LEAVE??? U SHOULD KNOW YOU CANT HAVE THAT LONG. BE CONSIDERATE TO OTHER TEAM MEMBERS", had the guts to get the whole week off, 1 of them, the lead, just said "I might be coming in on wednesday". yup, its wednesday n hes not coming... and i bet he be WFH for the rest of the week my frend....

so this is the life of crap im having here, i dont care, im gonna take my 8 days leave and nobody's gonna stop me. its all paid n done. no turning back..

as i told my mom this morning on why im late to work, i said, "i dont care anymore, im not getting anything, and i just work to get things done". so that in the end, i will be under the radar... coz it is...

im not hoping to get any increment by end of this month, coz..heck, im not even given the notification of being a perm staff.. and dats juz one of the reasons im having "I DONT CARE" shit... haha

Why??????????

I currently maintain 2 cars, 1 is my black myvi of 3 years old. Another is my moms hand me down car of 29 year old charade g10 which i love dearly.
Yesterday, i learn da ugly truth of da "1malaysia" tagline. U wanna know da tagline? Google it!
Tengah recoverin from dehydration, me n my dad had to go puspakom due to insurance companies dont want to renew ours becoz our cars are over 15years. So we paid 50bucks to voluntarily get checked by puspakom.
Once done, da report hv to brought to da insurance to renew with a newer price increment of about 20%.
wtf man??? Dis is not helpin da rakyat!! Its ok for me coz i mampu. But for da rest of da people who r poorly income n doesnt hv newer better cars, its kesian! U want them to walk to get a better livin now? Ur makin their lives more miserable. Bunch of crap! Its goin to da gutters now, juz watch n dont b surprise if it happens.

The year of da sick

An ex colleague of mine, not long ago, told dat dis year is not a good for those born in da year of da monkey. He himself is a monkey born fella. He had mc's n sick evrymonth n got pals of monkey borned ended up in hospitals too.
Technically,even tho im not born in 1980,but i was born juz before the chinese new year of da rooster!
Im not superstitious, but dis year is da most sickos i ever endured in a year to date.
Early dis year, i had my muscle torn in my right calf durin futsal. I was out of da game for months.
Then, i had pneumonia which relly affected my health n im still on meds.
2 days ago, i had da worst cirit birit ever.i was dehydrated n feelin of vomiting took over me all nite long. I had 3 off n ons fever da next day. I cant eat, even looking at food makes me want to throw up.man.... Dat was awful. Slightly recoverin now n slowly gettin my appetite back, but still, dis is d worse ever.
I hope there wont b no more sicky2 stuffz for dis coming months. Hope im better now.