new skills acquired

hmmm now it seems i only use my blog to express myself...
it seems that i have gained more experiences and more skilss in my new environment... it seems im the shit cleaner now... anytime im away on leave... sumone will become my backup.. as expected, nothing will be done.. except if my backup is my peers or the previous ticket handler... then i need not to worry.
but, if this guy takes up the helm as my backup... shits happens...
as if, i can replace what he is doing with a script program... that is the extend of his abilities...
to make matters worst, users are shouting, im the only guy to do it and my heart is gettin blacker now... yup... the i dont care anything about the impacts have risen up again... coz why? coz i m the shit scrubber... i scrub the shit off... heck man... i feel like shit now... sumtimes i feel dat he doesnt has any skills on this kind of job.. but wat to do.. hes there n im here.. juz pray hard i be better next time...
now i heard his getting the training which me n my bud shud be goin.. welll ok..... let him have it then... hv to look on the bright side... at least not need for me to add another bonding agreement...

yup... new outlook for the next calamity... dont care, so what & let me be...
kinda down huh? wat to do... juz be positive on the inside here...
there.. enuf of the ramblings.. back to work.. sighhhhhhh